I Love Courtney.

A lot of people think Courtney Love is seven shades of crazy. Now, whilst I do not dispute that claim, I love her. In a weird fucked up way. Because she's crazy in a 'fuck off I'll be who I want to be and nothing else!' kind of way. Which I respect. It reminds me of me.

A lot of people who don't know me well think I'm this kind of mild, nice, friendly person. Whilst I am friendly, I am definitely not mild. I'm not even that nice. I have always fought to be who I want to be. I take no prisoners. Of course, I tone myself down for work because I like the place and the money! But I respect people who, in majority of their time, march to the beat of their own drum, and honest to God do not care what people think of them.

I've had a few people say that they wished they were more like me; not giving a shit about what others think. The fact is: I do care what others think. It's all a carefully orchestrated act.
However, I only care what the important people think. My friends. My parents will love me no matter what, so they don't enter into the equation. That's why I find it very difficult to make friends with girls. They usually care so much about what others think of them that they will scrutinise you too. That's why all of my friends are not 'girly girls'; they're down to earth, real; wear, do and say what they like.

This is a completely pointless entry. I only wanted to write about rediscovering my playlist of Hole on iTunes. Because they fucking rock and they have a new album out soon eeee!